| I should have had a plan.... |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
How naive was I to think that I did not need to have one? How could I be so stupid as to infuriate them by taking my cousin to a pool hall on the very first night? Didn't I LEARN anything while growing up? Increasing order of damage, stupid! That would put pool hall at number five, retard.
I had it all planned out: Kyle, my cousin, me. To the pool hall, to Pistachios, to Twelve Oaks, to Bowling Lanes, to a drive-in movie theater. It was PERFECT. I could kill two birds with one stone.
Only,...I forgot one key restriction.
For the first time in my life, I didn't have plan. And for that, I pay. I still do not have a plan. I've almost forgotten how to formulate one. It's been so long since I've had to think so meticulously and intricately for something so petty and simple.
Help me. |
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| Time to go |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:56 am] |
How is it that things move so quickly?
I miss my mother's cooking, yet I relish in my freedom here. I miss my big low bed, but I can somehow also call 8th Street home. I don't understand these mad emotions. I have made friends who have made me so happy. I am giddy, I am girly.
*sigh* But I get to see Kyle. |
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| Taro Root |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
Booo!
So the other day, I was at Whole Foods, and I got suckered into buying some taro root. I wanted to use it to boil, then to dip it in soy sauce like I used to eat.
I made it today.
It sucked.
The taste wasn't the same, the texture wasn't the same...
aiya.
Boo! |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
Blonde. Immature. Bitchy. Bossy. Boastful.
GIRL.
Need I say more? |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|10:55 am] |
I am a comPLETE failure.
I am disgusted with myself. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
Booo!
No one posts things over the summer!
How is all? Say something interesting!
I'm in Georgia and bored.
Poop. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005|09:20 am] |
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I'm so scared that I'm speechless. |
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| Electroporation and Pouring Plates |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
So...Last Thursday, I poured agar plates (the petri dishes where you grow bacteria)with Jeb. I came in this morning to find EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY PLATES CONTAMINATED. Now I must do it over again. Poop.
I'm learning how to do something called electroporation. Process is quite simple, doing it takes so much more time. Essentially, we shock some bacterial cell walls until they temporarily open up. We mix it with foreign DNA and DNA should automatically go into the cell. These two simple ideas, my friends, is an all-day process. I watch today, perform tommorrow. Its a lot of fun. |
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| Six Favorite Songs.... |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
Oof, this is kind of hard to do, since i don't have my cds in front of me.
Six favorite songs at this time:
1. "Myself"---Sammi
2. "Trainwreck"---Sarah McLochlan
3. "Superman"---Five For Fighting
4. The first song on The Battle for Los Angeles---Rage Against the Machiene
5. "The Distance"---Cake
6. "Cherish"---Madonna
(I don't even know if those are the correct titles to the various songs...)
Six other people who have to do this:
1. Jenny
2. Jen
3. Quazie
4. Bonnie
5. Michele
6. Ln |
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| what? tagged? |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|03:36 pm] |
So um...Michele "tagged me"...:)
-- People can only play when tagged
-- You can make up new questions, delete questions, add questions, or keep the same, whatever.
-- The number of people you tag must be a multiple of FIVE!
Five Different States You've Been To:
-- New York
-- California
-- Hawaii
-- Arizona (I was born there!)
-- GEORGIA (what, what?)
Five Celebrities You'd Definitely Do:
-- Um. I apologize. I don't think I even know five celebrity names...
Five Amazing Things:
-- Kyle
-- Kyle
-- Kyle
-- Kyle
-- Kyle
Nono, haha, just kiddng. Here we go:
--canoeing
--stargazing somewhere warm
--good loud music
--driving
--Kyle. Yes, he's pretty amazing too.
Five Things You Want To Accomplish:
-- Be a singer with my own cds and concerts
-- Visit to all the continents
-- Learn to code really well in a gazillion different languages
-- Be on a dance team
-- Raise a family with a lovely man
Five Things You NEVER Want to Accomplish:
-- Become an amnesiac
-- Lose my voice
-- Lose my sight
-- Lose my appendages
-- Lose my loves
Five Things You Miss About Your Childhood:
-- Not having a period<--hell yea, buddy!
-- My best friend being mad at me, and vowing never to talk to me again. Then the next day, everything is okay again.
-- Everything seemed like play
-- Simplicity
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Five Colours That You Think Define You:
-- Red
-- Black
-- Pink, for some reason
-- Pastel Yellow
-- Silver
My taglist:
1) fluffmoner
2) euihyunlee
3) ofosho
4) sportzgurl91
5) zanypopcorn |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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I love the way you intoxicate me with tears and surface me with weakness. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|07:15 pm] |
I have two days left.
That's all I have to say. Two days. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|07:31 pm] |
I don't want to go to prom.
Going to prom...symbolizes the end of a year,the end of our time together, for now atleast. Prom is like our relationship. We spend all our time basking in play and preparing for the end. Then it's prom night. Four hours later, its over. I wish I could spend my entire life preparing for prom. |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|01:45 pm] |
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She didn't let me go because I "didn't finish my book". Honestly, who ARE you? THIS, is precisely why I don't tell you things. Because of my one day's good nature, I cannot live my last weekend in West Bloomfield. Because one day, I was in a good mood, and because one day I decided to start a conversation with you, because I actually told you about school, and because I mentioned my final and the book, I cannot go. You'd think that by now, after so many times, I'd learn to keep superfluous conversation to a minimum. But no, I decide, once again, that maybe, just MAYBE, things are different this time. Honestly, I'm essentially going to college in two weeks. Why are you still trying to keep me from making my own choices, when I'll be living ON MY OWN next year? Seriously, if I can meet the deadline, and if I can meet the deadline with flying colors, who are YOU to be keeping me from doing as I please? My life revolves around you, my life revolves around your decisions. Your one word influences what I do, when I do, where I do. Your consistency with your decisions has made me a liar. I do not put the blame incorrectly. Perhaps it can be said that it IS, after all, my decision to speak so. But your unflexibility has caused me to do so. I have grown up like this, and have known no other world. You have fostered it; or, I should say, your decisions have fostered it. |
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[May. 1st, 2005|09:30 pm] |
I'm sorry for hanging up on you.
:( |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|07:23 pm] |
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My dad thinks I'm a smoker. He thinks my friends are smokers. What kind of allegation is that? I thought of all people, YOU would know better of me. I am disappointed. So. Very. Disappointed.
I hate AP government. I been so focused, but this...this is such a waste of my time. Court cases, legal lingo, who needs it?
On the plus side, I fell asleep in Kyle's arms today. I could feel him twitch and hear him breathe. He got me a hands-free cell phone thingy. I wish I could have been so thoughtful.
One month. I'm trembling... |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|07:21 pm] |
HA! You SO posted, expecting me to post back...Well you're, YOU'RE...
*meekly* right.
If there is someone on your friends list you would like to hold, undress, lie down, kiss them from head to toe, then make slow, passionate love to until sunset and fall asleep with them in your arms, then wake up and go get breakfast, post this in your journal.
:) |
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| Engineers...HA! |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
This, my friends, is taken from Mr. Luh:
>Understanding Engineers - Take One
>Two engineering students, one wheeling a bicycle, were
>crossing the campus when one said, "Where did you get such
>a great bike?" The second engineer replied, "Well, I was
>walking along yesterday minding my own business when a
>beautiful woman rode up on this bike. She threw the bike
>to the ground, took off all her clothes and said, "Take
>what you want." The first engineer nodded approvingly, "Good
>choice; the clothes probably wouldn't fit."
>_________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Two
>To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist,
>the glass is half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice
>as big as it needs to be.
>_________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Three
>A pastor, a doctor and an engineer were waiting one morning
>for a particularly slow group of golfers ahead of them. The
>engineer fumed, "What's with these guys? We must have been
>waiting for 15 minutes!" The doctor chimed in, "I don't know,
>but I've never seen such ineptitude!" The pastor said, "Hey,
>here comes the greenkeeper. Let's have a word with him."
>"Hi George! Say, what's with that group ahead of us? They're
>rather slow, aren't they?" The greenkeeper replied, "Oh, yes,
>that's a group of blind firefighters. They lost their sight
>saving our clubhouse from a fire last year, so we always
>let them play for free any time." The group was silent for a
>moment. The pastor said, "That's so sad. I think I will say
>a special prayer for them tonight." The doctor said, "Good
>idea. And I'm going to contact my ophthalmologist buddy and
>see if there's anything he can do for them." The engineer
>said, "Why can't these guys play at night?"
>__________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Four
>What is the difference between Mechanical Engineers and Civil
>Engineers? Mechanical Engineers build weapons, and Civil
>Engineers build targets.
>__________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Five
>The graduate with a science degree asks, "Why does it work?"
>The graduate with an engineering degree asks, "How does it
>work?" The graduate with an accounting degree asks, "How much
>will it cost?" The graduate with an arts degree asks, "Do you
>want fries with that?"
>__________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Six
>Three engineering students were gathered together discussing
>the possible designers of the human body. One said, "It was a
>mechanical engineer." Just look at all those amazing joints."
>Another said, "No, it could only have been an electrical
>engineer. Just look at the thousands of electrical connections
>in the nervous system!" The last one said, "Actually, it was a
>civil engineer. Who else would run a toxic waste pipeline through
>a recreational area?"
>__________________________________________________________
>Understanding Engineers - Take Seven
>Normal people believe that if it ain't broke, you don't fix it.
>Engineers believe that if it ain't broke, it doesn't have enough
>features yet . |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
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...a sudden surge of love and tears... |
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